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The male-jail fancies nonesuch; She as WorldOnlyWorld feels, imagination and whim at the periphery. In this prison from birth, then, my LifeWithout (life) tries to weave a womb-- silly boy-- who plays with impossibilities-- silly nilly you can only be gurl, not girl; all the societies of Improved Bodies menstruate as never I shall, and the sadness setting in with that fancy
closes the Door;
Lindsey McCarthy wrote the book on it: on re-homing, women in shelter MAKE SANCTUARIES; see the .jpg's of
birth such as this blog means to me, in total systems terms an output of HEAT in the heat of day, and some garbage (that which is eliminated never my true mothersmilk)


My sex life is good; i see my body naked in the mirror, so self-contained woman phenotypically, and eventually the semen after much labor
lurches.

I am trying to create in this cell-- not a pornography but an auto-erotic iconography; I have been living in a 'ethereal' state of eros, rooted in the happy awareness that my body, and my thoughts-- thus my person have changed, if not in a convincingly feminine direction to many, then certainly as hybrid-human, eschewing the male pre-history to the degree I can, noticing the soft luvvy duvvy quality of my senses now-- where sex is indeed signally a feeling all over my body, still with an eventual focus on my phallus. It is impossible for me to regard this effort as 'seductive'-- at every turn with this blog, I have made it difficult 'to look for the dirty parts' as especially I deem this to be nothing of the kind. 

Publish? Yes, I shall publish in Google Drive and Yumpu 'when the yen hits me'-- for now I shall just enjoy the deep uniqueness of this embodied place, my feminizing body, my orgasms as holy, based not on 'raw filth' but as a reaction to smiles, greetings, acceptance as 'one of the gurls' the glory of Being Shhee. . . (Might that be close enough to a good, albeit neologized-- as all such banter now is-- as a gendered pronoun" Donno.)




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